WARGH i've forgotten how to play piano!!
howhowhow!!!!!!
i think i over practised.
but how's that possible.
I didn't practice for a week.
I think i over played the song in one sitting.
Can't be helped the song's less than a minute long, it's only one page.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.
CANNOT PIANO EXAM IS THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!
but my hands have suddenly forgotten how to play the piece!
I was marvelling at how my hands can play the piece without the brain so the brain subconsciously decided to interfere and i got confused and started screwing over and over.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH.
how i hope i recover.
who ask the brain so kaypoh.
hmph.

anyway we had gala dinner yesterday! =DD actually the food's not worth the money =( not enough. so little only. I think it's the coke that made me full! and i had to wear that disgusting dress. urgh i can't stand wearing dress. I feel so exposed. and then my shoes disintergrated. so all over the hotel lobby there's pieces of my shoe scattered all over. you can track my path. so embarrassing ok. in the end i wore my mum's friend's shoe cos the sole finally just fell out. cos the shoe's damn old. anyway i liked the other shoes more =D not so obiang and not pain to walk! but i already got blister from the disintergrated pair =< and we saw so many teachers! i was waiting for ethel in the shopping centre (cos she blurly forgot to bring her invitation and had to go back) and then a whole bunch of teachers in their formal wear walked in. SO FREAKY. n i was still wearing normal clothes cos i haven't changed yet. so i ran to the hotel lobby. then there, principal and vice principal n other teachers walked in. so i ran outside. then outside the cars there got more teachers coming. why they all come in a bunch derh?! so i ran to some deserted passage near some dustbins and waited there -.- zexin wore her flowerly dress! she always looks like a florist =D and alicia looked uh. formal =D but funniest is ethel. we went to visit linkai outside... Us: HI LINKAI! HI SHERMAINE! HI JESSICA! *random gasps at seeing our weird outfits *Linkai appears *Linkai gasps Linkai: Oh my gosh! you all look so... *turns away, takes specs *peers like a chekopek at ethel while putting on her specs Linkai: You all look normal except ethel! Ethel, if i were of the opposite gender i would be attracted to you. Us: WHAT??!?! Linkai: seriously! Oh libin you look normal. Only ethel looks so (forgotten wad she said. i think its sexy.) ahaha funny!! then we rushed back in in the middle of lee kuan yew's speech. when everyone was quietly paying attention, 4 girls rushed in feeling very paiseh. oh ya thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and presents =DD i finished linkai's puzzle! n my maid and brother happily broke part of it in the process of attempting to frame it up, panickly tried to piece it together while i pretended i didn't notice, and hung it up on....the bookshelf. actually i followed the numbers at the back for the sky part.
I might give up soon. I hope i don't. i seriously hope i don't. it's scary really. maybe im not cut out for it afterall.